I tried I tried I tried….
I tried my best, not to be imperfect, but the perfect you want.
not to be the same, but the different you want.
I tried to be that alluring as that of other ones.
But, well! you will find the better one.
I tried to be your happiness, I tried to be your sadness, I tried to be the tough mess for you.
I tried to be your back, I tried to be your front, everything I can be in you.
I cried for not being accepted as crazy I am, as weird I am, the dumb I am.
I endure you as the way you are, I never complaint,
but you never understand.
Well! you will find the better one.
It seems to be at home when I am with you. I learned something new every day with you.
All I know is you are my need, the soul needs a food and you are that feed.
Now, it’s just all fade away…
you will find the better one.
Now don’t pretend as if you cared, there’s nothing left to be shared.
Don’t pretend as if I were valued, don’t dare.
Don’t dare to be that damn fake, you shamed?
I swear I will not put that effort again because you taught me how easily feelings can be terminate.
I am sorry for not being the same.
Thanks for the lesson, how to authorize, now I can become the best adviser in the trade.
You always used to say, “I will find the better one.”
And I want to ask “so, do you got your better one?”